why do people suddenly stop returning messages. why do people suddenly shut me out. i wish someone would tell me what i have sticking out of my nose. deep breathing. stretching the bones. raging child, raging child. left in the dark again.
when i was in my late teens and first started exploring my “inner child” i wrote about her:
quiet child sits alone inside the fire cold
rage and death can look the same, when the rage is so intense it shuts you down.
i feel like screaming today.