I lose my soul sometimes and forget who I am. It’s like I have no skin. This happens on a semi-daily basis and usually in the morning. Sometimes I am giddy, goofy, adventurous, prophetic, sporadic, ambitious and a little scattered; other times I am shy, insecure and antisocial. In the middle, I am warm, wise, calm, articulate and caring. My personality is so vastly divided as to create a mass confusion in me—and often others–about who I am. The only way to stop being confused and confusing is to accept that I am all of these things, and be open about it. I cannot continue to push myself to “straighten up” and get consistent. I am deeply artistic, intelligent and an inconsistent soul.